Today, I am thankful and grateful for my spiritual journey.
Today, I accepted that I am in peri-menopause.
Today, I am thankful for the past 4 years of healing that has allowed me the opportunity to be present for this next chapter.
Appreciative for this next chapter.
Accepting of this next chapter.
Yesterday, I knew god was a man.
Only a man would allow a woman to finally be embracing a love for herself after bearing children and all that entails, allow her to find herself on the shores of that ocean that had provided so many healing, meditative moments, only to pull her feet out from underneath her, whip her around and under those stormy waves and hold her there for anything up to 10 years.
Ride the waves… ride the waves… has become my daily mantra.
And when I laugh with my husband and children as they joke about their dad leaving the nest with the baby to escape when the true tide hits, I remind him as long as he stays on that beach waiting and watching as I ride these stormy waves, I will return stronger and more me than he has ever known.
And it is my spirituality that has helped me see this upcoming chapter as the true transformation, from caterpillar to butterfly.
Sunday snipping from Heartbeats of a Gypsy, the unraveling of Indi L Rose, one page at a time.
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